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Friday, August 11, 2006

~Nothing better to do or?~

On Msn at 1+am today...
Him: hey silly
Him: slp early kkz..
Him: nitez
Me: u msg wrong ppl la..
Me:i not silly
Him: u are owayz silly to mii
Me: Not i not stupid
Him: silly aint stupid

What's with him? Trying to be funny after ignoring me for so long? He doesn't need to do this. I don't buy this. Even if he truly wants to remain as friends, there's a thing such as you can forgive but you can never forget. You don't go around hurting someone and try to be friendly after that expecting the person to forget that do you? I can't read his mind and I don't want to. And whether I sleep late he doesn't have to care. Yes I know I used to be the one asking him to turn in early but now things are different. He doesn't have to be obliged to remain friends with the ex. There's no Mr Congeniality award in the running. If he still wanna hurt me, he can try but he won't get his way. Yes I asked him earlier in the afternoon to send me a song but that doesn't mean we are friends. I'm not so noble to pretend that nothing has ever happened and treat him as a friend. Who had broken his promise and loved another? If we were never together I would never have to feel cheated and disappointed. Maybe we would be good friends. But we can never turn back time. I don't know when I can let go of the resentment inside. Perhaps being bitter makes me stronger, albeit in a negative way.

On Pointe @)~~
5:34 AM