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Thursday, September 21, 2006

~I'm a naughty girl!~

I skipped so many classes this week that it's easier to count the number of classes I attended rather than the ones I missed.

Mon 18/9
Rotted at home for the day.. Den met up with bro at night.. Heart pain to see his head with bumps and bruises.. and his body with injuries all over.. Bro, why is it that something must happen to you then you let me know only after it has happened? Please don't give up on yourself. You are NOT a failure and you know something: there are people who love and care for you.

Tue 19/9
Managed to get an extension for the deadline for the literature review. Kerry's quite cool with the deadline being extended from this thu to mon 5pm. Ballet class was disastrous as I couldn't go on my pointe coz i was too heavy again. Made a lot of stupid mistakes. Damn! I have better not make such blunders during my exam. Must listen to the music and smile at the examiner.

Wed 20/9
Went for Panam's Organisation Behavior tutorial. He can really be sarcastic. Esp it's the 1ST time I made it to class on time. Exactly on the dot 9am. Panam: So this time you are so early you aren't going to sleep in class again? (smirks then give a sarcastic laugh) Me: Huh? (Stares at him blankly) Later during his class as Angelin was talking to me, he suddenly snapped at us: Enough you two. Reminds me of the schoolmaster reprimanding two schoolchildren. What the hell. He just has a prejudice against the Psychology students.What the hell? Took the bus back home and fell asleep. Supposed to meet Cheryl for ballet practice at 3pm but didn't go. Hai missed out on one practice before the exam.

Today
Did my workbook exercises and I felt a sense of accomplishment being able to complete my work on time. Practised the ballet steps with Xinyi and Hannah from 330pm to 6pm. Feel more secure being able to sustain my pointework. I've softened my pointe shoes so much that now I have a more defined arch. My left foot still looks kinda straight on pointe but I think tomorrow's practice at 8am would improve it hopefully. Finally got my last subject grade for last term. I got a Credit for Counselling which was what I didn't expect. I was hoping not to fail. My GPA for 20 modules is kinda pathetic. 5.3 out of a maximum of 7. 3 passes, 9 credits, 6 distinctions and 2 high distinctions. Quite lousy but luckily my 3rd year core modules I did well enough for an honours year. I'm aiming for a second upper class Honours degree next year. Hope that if I put in more effort I can make it to first class honours so that I can do the Doctorate straightaway instead of going through the Master's route first.

I miss my darling. Not seeing him for 4 days. Seems like an eternity. But I'm seeing him tomorrow. Just wanna hug him tight and never let go. Darling, I wish we'll be together again in our next lives...

On Pointe @)~~
8:21 PM