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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

~If I've 1 wish and it will come true, I wish I'm dead today~

I don't understand myself
I don't know why my tears keep running like a tap
I don't know why I'm so unhappy
I really wish I'm gone away from this world from everyone and everything
Am I supposed to be happy that I came to this world to learn about suffering emotionally
Every single year
I know I'm not abnormal
I weep when I'm happy
or for no reason
I hate myself more than anything in this world
I'm nothing but a disappointment
I know there are people who care about me
But I don't know why it's not enough to keep me going on
I wish it isn't so hard to live
Maybe if everyone just leave me alone
I'll be happier
I hate this world
I hate my parents for bringing me up
I know I'm ungrateful
I wish they never had me
God if you really can hear me,
Please make me die

On Pointe @)~~
1:48 AM