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Monday, November 13, 2006

~Is my mind that ez to read?~

A stupid email
Still, what I have been able to see of your past, is the great deceit that still affects you. It is that deception, that you may have long forgotten, this deception caused by a person you had so much affection for, you felt it as a betrayal, this deception that is still in you today.
This profound deception has marked all your life, like a wound that's still bleeding and is wide open. It hurts you reel bad even today, especially since you don't consciously relate to this painful past. And so there is a great bitterness that lays in you and invades your spirit.
This ancient pain, not healed, is like a deadly poison much more serious than one can imagine, a deadly poison that paralyzes you and annihilates your faculties against difficulties. This is one of the fundamental reasons of your lack of positive personal potential and this is probably the real cause of all your current problems.
And yet you sometimes have some great moments of enthusiasm, but they are followed by hideous moments of profound discouragement. This is the sign your past is trying to play tricks on you. We have to eradicate these negative influences from your life if we want your life to change, and for that I have decided to help you in an energic and efficient way.
One has to says that too many negative events have fallen upon you lately. And I am tempted to say that it seems to be normal because the more you live in unhappiness the more you attract misfortune.

I don't understand myself neither do I wish for anyone to understand me. I hate it when people think they understand me but they do not in actual fact. Only those who can hurt are those who know your most vulnerable weaknesses. Yet they don't recognise your strengths. That's why they don't have full understanding about you. I guess the only people who can understand another person thoroughly will be an enemy though it's not advisable to make enemies. But in this time and age, there isn't much difference between an enemy or friend or a lover and a fiend. You are better off not knowing too much about a person lest it colours your perception of how you view him and he becomes a friend no more. To understand a person too well, I choose not to. I'd rather turn a blind eye to things I can see but I choose not to.

On Pointe @)~~
6:55 PM