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Friday, November 03, 2006

~Maybe you were right~

when you seek the truth all you get is a big blank wall
when you are upset you still force yourself to smile
you try to convince yourself whatever you used to believe in was just a lie
and that whatever you are hearing is the truth
but something in your heart just keep telling you that it doesn't seem right
maybe some people are just meant to just pass you by in your life
but somehow your paths cross and make you realise things you don't want to know
you want to be angry but all you get is a stinging pain
you want to hate so there is a reason for how you feel
you want to blame but you can't do it
why do you feel pangs of heartbreak but your heart still beats all the same?
suddenly everything went wrong
you didn't mean to hurt
but you did it anyway
you didn't want to conceal
but you did it anyway
you didn't want to smile
but you did it anyway
maybe everything was a deception
nobody let anyone down
and that everything was just a huge misunderstanding
if it was as simple as this
some people are just not meant to be understood
you move through those layers only to find yourself more disappointed and confused
you end up not even knowing who you are anymore
you wish you didn't have to find out in the end that nothing was coming out of it
when you already knew that was going to happen
and that you were just digging up all the past pain
to make yourself miserable
did you think wishing against hope would change anything?
all you are doing is reliving the hurt again
when it was better left alone
to be buried somewhere where you can't see nor remember
till certain times when it resurfaces
but it will just be short-lived
rather than let it stay there like a cancer which progresses
and there's no way of stopping it
maybe there wasn't any truth in the first place
everything just happened the way it did
maybe it was that simple
and not as complicated as you think
you are too naive to believe that people would understand
but they don't
now we feel the same towards each other
is that what you or I want
is this the best ending
maybe we never needed to try to understand each other
since it is useless anyway
nothing was going to come out of it
so why don't we forget?

On Pointe @)~~
8:43 AM