There is no finishing line to perfection <33

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

~Empty~

When someone says your conscience is dead, do you take it as a compliment?
If you no longer feel hurt towards people who hurt you but all you can feel is anger is it a good thing?
If you find that manipulation is a new power that you have, do you use it extensively and relentlessly?
If you find that now you have the power to and are willing to hurt someone for reasons you can't comprehend yet you feel not a tinge of guilt, are you the devil himself?
If you no longer trust anyone except your family and yourself, is it a bad thing?
If someone chooses to make use of you and you know of it, will you pay them back in double or even more?
If you no longer recognise the person staring back at you in the mirror, have you lost yourself?

Maybe that explains why people who are unfeeling are so unaffected by anything and they are so successful in living their lives happily. For some people, maybe they are just numb and hollow inside. I suppose when you attach feelings to anything, you put a value or importance on things which probably don't even matter in the first place. We are sad and hurt when we suffer betrayals or someone has let us down. Actually it doesn't have to be this way. Just pay them back in their own coin and not treat people well is a better long-term strategy to protect yourself, isn't it? Isn't this survivior of the fittest? Hasn't it been the way that people with any conscience will not come to a good end just like people without one never suffers retribution? When something pushes you to join the other side, that's not necessarily a bad thing. If you can't be happy trying to be a good person, just stop trying. It's so much easier to let go of all ethics, morals and values than to consider all the consequences and feelings of other people who might be affected. It's too exhausting to suppress and continue trying to be someone you can never be, isn't it?

On Pointe @)~~

2:51 AM

The Ballerina

Snow Lam
7 Nov 83 (30)
Scorpio
1.68m, 52.5 kg

Wishing Upon A Star

Pass Advanced 2 2014 ballet exam
Pass BodyBalance Initial Module Training
~~New demipointe ballet shoes~~
~~New Gaynor Minden pointe shoes~~
Reach 50 kg
Earn $3000 a month
~~Chloe Eau de Parfum 75 ml~~
Burberry bag or mini skirt
Class 2B licence
Learn how to play the violin
Japanese and French Language classes
To have a Psychology doctorate

Poison

broken promises
deceit
malicious gossip
hypocrisy
being unhappy
falling sick

Obsessions

Finding ways to stop worrying
ballet and dancing
singing
movies
desserts
reading
shopping
the arts
Abnormal and Social Psycholgy
World History esp WW II
Physics
Qoo, Hello Kitty, Playboy bunny, Grover, Felix the Cat, sheep, bunnies
Vintage
Oasis
Linkin Park
Madonna
Andy Lau
Francis Ng
Jet Li
Nicholas Tse
Daniel Wu
Vivian Hsu
Charlie Young
Charlene Choi
Maggie Cheung
Kim Jeong Hoon
Justin Timberlake
Josh Hartnett
Christian Bale
Keenu Reeves
Ben Affleck
Tobey Mcguire
Kirsten Dunst
Christina Ricci
Rose McGowan
Nicole Kidman
people who care

Mime

Corp de Ballet

jOeY
eLfIe
mInGjI
dAnIeL
jAcKsOn
wEe Wu
dAvId
fLoYd
zIjIaN
mEpH
dEsMoNd
jIe LoNg
tOmMy
eNjElYn
cHrIsTiNe
sTePhAnIe
pHoEbE
gWeNdOlYn
mY oLd BlOg

Choreography

LiNkS tO sTuFf In Sg
fRiEnDsTeR
fAcEbOoK
aRtY fARtY eVeNtS
dAnCe ReLaTeD sTuFf
wHeN u NeEd A rIdE
wHeN u WaNnA fInD a WaY
cAtHaY mOvIeS
gV mOvIeS
sHaW mOvIeS
wE mOvIeS
fIlMgArDe

Music

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt

Repertoire

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Credits

DESIGNER : KAILENG
Inspiration: purplekisses