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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

~Being ill is a routine~

Caught a cold yesterday morning. Giddiness, muscle aches, runny nose plus a cough from last week. Finding it difficult to sleep especially for a few months been finding the weather very warm and uncomfortable to sleep. This whole month wasn't great for health: flu, cough, stomach flu. Doesn't seem like there's a day I can say I'm truly in the pink of health. Finding it hard to breathe with a tightness in the chest. Sneezing non-stop is tiring too.

2 hours of pointework on Sat's ballet class and 3.5 hours of class on Sun which included pointework left 2 nails black and cracked. One of them threatens to fall off any moment and I'm very afraid of that happening. Don't want to miss out 6 months of pointework (like the situation a few years ago) if there's no nail underneath to support my weight. Wasn't fun to be limping after each class. Which drives home the point of me having to lose weight. My toes can't handle all that excess weight and pointework becomes a torture. Managed to lose 1.5 kg on day 1. More to go. With this cold I've lost my appetite and hopefully I can conquer another 6 kg. The last time I went 4 days without food and drinking only water I managed to lose 3kg. Not a lot but better than nothing. If I survive a week without food guess I will reach my goal very fast. Be trying to stay at home to conserve whatever little energy I have left. Wonder if I will have much energy to be sitting in front of my laptop typing another entry in my blog. Will try to chart the progress of my weight loss everyday so there's something to look forward to. I can do it and I will do it.

On Pointe @)~~
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