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Friday, May 04, 2007

~I Hate You More Than Anything In The World~

The only thing which is keeping me going now is my hatred and contempt for you. I despise you so much that there is absolutely nothing which can make me forget. When I look at myself all I can see is the remnants of a souless body. Lives can be changed simply by the presence or absence of someone. Words can mean much more to the listener than the speaker. If one does not mean a thing he says, best is he says nothing at all. Better than to embellish his speech with lies, deceit or hypocrisy. Sometimes it's so easy to underestimate the power one welds over another. Perhaps my life will be easier to lead if I can let go of this intense hatred. How I wish I can just dump all the blame on you for ruining my life. Would it be easier for me to lead my life? Sometimes ten good things which happen in your life can't cover or shadow that one bad thing. How nauseating sick I feel when I think of how pathetic I am in your eyes: While you are probably enjoying your fucking happy life, mine is a starking contrast to yours. I'm wondering if I should thank you for letting you affect me in this way even after such a long time. And everyday I pray I don't see nor hear about you coz I wish you are out of my sight since you can't get out of my mind. I curse that you will feel my pain for every single day that you live. How futile this may be but I'm sure you will suffer your retribution soon just like I am paying my dues for the sins I have committed now.

On Pointe @)~~
8:59 PM