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Sunday, July 29, 2007

~Space~

She looked within herself only to find that all her suppressed desires can never come true. She hankers for what she cannot have. The more she wanted to fulfil them the more she find that she was wishing for the impossible. She realised that some things were meant to be this way. Things which people treasure are those that they once possessed. The most beautiful memories are fleeting moments in life.

At a time when she yearned for someone to give her the care and comfort of a loved one, he came into her life. It was unintentional: They were never meant to cross each other's path but by a strange twist of fate that happened. It was only for a short while before he had to return to his life before the meeting. He was a confidante, a soulmate. His frown, his smile, the expressions on his face, all these she can decipher them like a book into his innermost thoughts. She knew from the beginning that she was merely temporary company for him as he had someone else. However, he never treated her shabbily. She thought she could control her feelings. Not to let wild thoughts consume her mind. But the heart is weak even though the mind tells it not to feel. As the day for them to part came closer the more she tried to hold on to the impossible. Never did she once reveal what her heart feels for she could not bear to see him guilty and miserable. His happiness did not include her: He had made it clear from the start.

All the times they were together she was in bliss and in fear. Afraid because she understood time never stood still. Tears trickled when the day finally approached. That heartwrenching pain entwined with happiness.

On Pointe @)~~
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